Living is living for Christ not ourselves. This is so important as we battle our own desires in life. His life has one purpose and that is to serve and work for Christ and nothing is going to get in his way. Verses 23-24 says, "I'm torn between two desires: I long to go and be with Christ, which would be far better for me. But for your sakes, it is better that I continue to live." He knows his life isn't what he gains from it, but how others gain from it.
When we are just living like Christ people see love and that living in love is what makes people curious in why we are different and not condemning. When we are not willing to grow in the Lord, we may be good but we are missing out on the strength given to us from the Holy Spirit. Paul continues to share the importance of him being there still in verse 23, "Knowing this, I am convinced that I will remain alive so I can continue to help all of you grow and experience the joy of your faith."
Life is tuff but when we know Jesus we have hope because He is the hope of the world. When we all work for the same purpose; glorifying the Lord, and helping others see Christ in us the kingdom is affected and God gets the glory. I have always said I want all that knowing Christ offers and I will always seek it because the joy of my faith is what shines the light of Christ for all to see. Even in our storms people can't see defeat but victory because of who is in control of our life. Thank you God for all your love and making me who I am. Keep me focused and help me understand all that you have planned for me. Amen