This was just at the perfect time for me. When we belong to the Lord and are living our lives to glorify God that is exactly what we need to do. Our lives become tools to help others know Christ and we must focus on helping disciple and teach people to feel and know the same thing we do; and that is how incredible it is to know and live like Jesus Christ. This might mean God has you somewhere or doing something that you don’t like but God is not concerned with what we like, He wants us to show the love of Christ and be a person that has their eyes on the prize. We are not called to be so comfortable in our belief that we do everything we like without being focused on others. We are to think of others as better than ourselves and continue to work and grow so we can teach people to obey all that He commands (Great Commission). When we lose that inward desire to need everything our way we become free to help serve the Lord and make a difference for people and we will be a tool that can be used to help grow the Kingdom of God. So I say keep learning and growing never be satisfied with what you know, then go out and wherever God has you, do your best to be a light and help people see Christ in your life.
Look at what Jesus tells Paul when Paul ask three time for the thorn in his flesh to be taken from him; 2 Corinthians 12:8-9, “Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away. Each time He said, ‘My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.’ So now I am glad to boast about my weakness, so that the power of Christ can work through me.”
Whatever we do and wherever we are we must not worry about how we feel just let the Spirit work through us to help others find the love of God that we all have. Amen